Wednesday, 19 November 2014

Life and Death part 12 - Final

If you missed the earlier parts check them out here Life and Death

Part 12


The sun was setting, sending orange bands of light through the room. They shone over Eve and bathed her in light. Her wings fluttered around her body and slowly started to retract back into what he assumed to be their normal resting position. Her eyes still remained close, but it was a start. It was the first movement of the day, the first movement since she had fallen. He hoped that it was a sign that she was going to be ok. He sat motionless just keeping a vigil at her bedside. As darkness set in outside, the room was thrown into darkness with only a slight amount of light from outside shining in. Fatigue began to set in again as he patiently waited for her to wake. Eventually he was not able to hold out any longer and he joined her again on the bed, bringing her close to him once more. Shutting his eyes he breathed in her scent and drifted off to sleep.
She woke in the early hours of the morning, groggy and nauseous. She could feel arms wrapped around her and the heat of another body pressed against hers. Looking over she saw Alex asleep on the bed beside her. Carefully she slipped out of his grip and slowly headed to the bathroom. Light headedness made it had for her to remain standing though. Her eyesight wavered as stars danced in front of her. Blackness was falling upon her again and as she lowered herself down to the ground in front of the toilet she tried to remain conscious. Grabbing the toilet seat, she rested her head on the edge of the bowl and then she gave in, the lights disappeared as she passed out.


The bed was cool beside him when he woke and opening his eyes with a start he realised that she was not next to him anymore. Frantically he got out of bed and started to look for her. Walking past the bathroom the door was open and he saw her. Leaning up against the wall with her head resting on the toilet bowl. Her eyes were closed and her face showed just how weak the body was. Scooping her up again into his arms he carried her once more to the bed and placed her back down. Her eyes fluttered at the movement, but remained closed. He was starting to worry, but had no idea what exactly he was meant to do to help her.
“Has she woken yet?” Mitchell’s words shattered the air, sometime later.
“Yes, she woke when I was sleeping in the earlier hours of the morning. I found her in the bathroom with her eyes closed though. I am not sure if she fell asleep there or passed out.”
“I see her wings have gone again. I am going to take that as a good sign for her. She will be fine.”
“I am still worried though. It has been too long.”
“Don’t worry. She will wake when she can.” Mitchell’s words comforted him slightly. “Father has requested your presence though when she is awake however. He just wants to talk to you both.”
“He is up and moving already?”
“Yes, the same night in fact.” Alex was slightly annoyed that his father had recovered so quickly while Eve was still suffering.
“Tell him that we will come when she is up and strong enough to make the trip.”
“I will. Make sure that you eat. I will talk to you tomorrow.” Alex watched as Mitchell disappeared from the room and went back to his own home.
Alex continued to sit by the bed just watching. It was tiring, but it was exactly where he knew that he needed to be. It was late afternoon before she moved again in the bed. He got up and stood beside the bed in the hopes that she would open her eyes and see him standing there, waiting for her.

Eve felt like she was not alone. Slowly stretching she felt every muscle ache in her body. Opening her eyes the room was getting dark. She looked up and there he was. Alex. She tried to get up. Her throat was dry and she needed a drink badly. Alex sat down on the bed beside her and stopped her from moving too far. “Say here. You are still weak.”
“Water” her voice sounded soft and scratchy. Alex rose immediately and without a word left the room. She could hear him making his way around the kitchen before he found a glass. Carefully she sat up and rested against the bed and wall. Her vision wavered, but it was manageable. When Alex came back he sat beside her once more on the bed. She drank the water slowly and took the time to look around. The clock shone a time, but she still had no idea how long she had slept for. Her mind was fuzzy. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. I am just glad that you are awake again.” As he said the words she felt a weight lift off of his shoulders. He looked shocking. Actually he looked like.... laughter bubbled up inside of her and escaped her mouth. It filled the air with noise and had him looking at her intently. “What is so funny?”
“You look like death.” She couldn’t stop the giggles of laughter.
Alex shrugged “You would look like death too if you had been watching over someone’s bedside for almost two days hoping that they would wake.” There was no malice in his words, only honesty and it stopped her laughing immediately.
“Two days?”
“Yes.”
The answer hung in the air between them, so did what he was not saying. There were so many questions floating through her mind.
“What happened to your father, is he alright?”
“He is fine, up and making demands already.”
“What does he want now? I hope that it is not my head on a platter still as that isn’t happening.”
“He wants to see us both when you are awake and up for it.”
“Let’s go now then.”
“Not now. Later. You are still weak and need to rest.”
“You need to get some sleep too then Alex.”
“Later, first you need to eat. Do you think that you can walk to the kitchen?”
“Only one way to find out. Can you help me up?” He held her hands as she got to her feet. She was surprisingly steady given that she had been in bed for so long and her vision was blurred when she first started to move. “You must be hungry too if you haven’t left my side.”
“I have eaten. My brother’s forced me to eat when they were here.”
“Your brother’s have been here?” She stopped in mind step and looked at him. Immediately Alex recognised his mistake.
“Yes. They came to check on us both. I am sorry. If you don’t want them to return, they won’t.” A fresh worry filtered into his voice.
“They are welcome any time that they like, provided that they are not trying to kill me. I have had enough of that this week. Anyway, it doesn’t surprise me that they would check on you. What little I saw of them, I can see that you are all close in one way or another.”

Relief flooded his face and he was left behind as she continued toward the kitchen. It was only something simple. Toast and water. She didn’t think that she would have been able to stomach more than that. She felt another wave of tiredness hit her and yawning, she watched Alex do the same.
“Let’s head back to bed.” She rose and left her dishes on the table. Slowly she headed back to her room. She sensed that Alex was following her. Climbing into bed she looked up as he stood in the doorway. “Are you coming to lay down or what?”
“You don’t want me there.”
“You have no idea what I want.”
“I still should go. Let you rest. Goodnight Eve. I will come over tomorrow and check on you again.” He turned to leave.
“Stay” The room was silent. Turning back toward her he looked at her face. “Stay and keep me safe.”
He stepped toward the bed and stood once more, seeking her face for an answer to the question he hadn’t asked. She regarded him with curiosity, unsure if he knew how much she wanted him there with her. He gently climbed into bed and lay beside her, giving up all pretence of leaving. The body heat between them and the electricity in the air was distracting, but as she moved closer and she felt his strong arms grip her in a hug, she felt nothing more than safety and warmth. It was those feelings that had both of them drifting off to sleep once more.
The sun was up when she woke, still safe and cocooned in Alex’s arms. All of a sudden it hit her and she was jumping out of bed looking for the phone. How could she have forgotten? “Oh my god. Oh my god” Alex stirred and watched her frantically looking for something.
“What’s wrong?”
“Work, I am supposed to be at work.”
He closed his eyes and put his head back on the pillow. “They think that you have a family emergency and have given you the week off. Don’t worry.” He was already back asleep as she looked at him, ready to ask him questions. Sighing at the fact that she was now fully awake she went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee. Sitting down in front of the TV she relaxed and caught up on the morning news.
The smell of coffee had him waking once more. Getting out of bed, he followed the scent to the kitchen, where a coffee pot was hot and ready for him to drink. Pouring a cup he could hear the TV on and went to investigate. Eve was sitting on the couch watching the news. He sat beside her and she leaned into him. It felt foreign to him, this whole domestic feel to things.
“I want to go and see your father today.” It was not a request but a demand.
“He can wait.”
“I want this over with. I want to be able to live my life. Are you going to take me there, or do I have to try and contact one of your brothers?”
“I will take you.” He didn’t like it one bit, but he wasn’t going to send her there alone.
“Fine I will go and get ready then.”

She dressed and wondered what was really happening. She was falling for him and while she had trusted him with her life, she was scared about what it meant considering what he did for a living. For so long she had guarded her heart from people, in fear of what it would mean to her when they left. Now she was opening her heart up to the one person who at some point wanted to see her dead. Fear rippled through her blood as she considered that she was about to face his father for the second time. She tried not to judge him for the pain that he had caused her when they last met, but it was all that she could see and feel inside of her when she thought of him. Her heart beat faster as she tried to stay calm. Looking at herself in the mirror she still looked pale, but she also looked worse than she felt. Deep inside, no matter how scared she was, she still felt stronger. Whatever was about to happen, could happen. She was a big girl and could handle it. It would be better to deal with it now than later.
Alex was waiting for her in the lounge, exactly where she had left him. He stood when she walked into the room. “Are you sure about this?” She already knew Alex wasn’t sure himself, but hearing the uncertainty in his voice made her doubt her decision briefly.
“Not really, but I don’t have a choice. It needs to be done.” Understanding was visible in his eyes. He felt the same way.
“Do you remember how it works?”
She nodded and walked toward him holding out her hand. The moment that he grasped it, she shut her eyes and held on for the ride. When it felt like ground was beneath them again she opened them. They were outside the same building as before. A spark of terror flashed through her system, but then she looked at Alex and felt calm. She trusted him and trusted that he would keep her safe. They walked inside and feelings of déjà vu came upon her as she struggled to remain standing while walking down the stairs.
The room opened before her and once again Alex’s father was on the other side of the room. All the brothers were once again in attendance, flanking their father as he sat. She could feel the tension in the room and even Alex had slightly stiffened by her side at the sight before him.
“Father” he acknowledged with a nod of his head.
“I am glad that you both could make it.”
“You made the command, I am here.”
“In the last few days your brothers and I have done a lot of talking. We have disagreed on a lot of points, but we have agreed overall on one point.” His tone and demeanour scared Eve. She sensed an ambush coming and couldn’t help wondering if it was going to be a good or a bad thing. She just wanted it to be over. She wanted her life back.
“What did you work out in my absence?” Bitterness and betrayal was clear in Alex’s voice.
“Alex, you were always the one son that could have gone either way. You were the one who troubled me the most when it came to welcoming you into the family business. You were the one that I had to test the hardest.” He paused, letting Alex absorb the words and there meaning. It explained so much, especially since he was the only one that had to kill their mother. “You do a great job, but now you have fallen in love and you have me reconsidering your role within the business.”
“I don’t want you leave. I want to still work.”
“You don’t deny that you are in love with her?” Amusement lit up his father’s face momentarily.
“What is the point, you all know it. The only person in the room that probably doesn’t is Eve, but that is not her problem. We are talking about me here at the moment.” His words shocked her. He was in love with her? When did that happen?
“Your brother’s and I are at odds on what to do here. My thoughts are that you call it a day. I free you from your responsibilities here and you can go on to leave a normal life. Your brothers disagree with me.”
“I disagree with you too father. Nothing has changed for me in regards to my work. I can and still will do my job.” He was not going to give it up without a fight. His job was not only his career, but it was his life. It was all that he had ever known.
“This is where it will become complex then. Alex after the other day, I believe you. Eve is what you say she is. There is no other explanation. She is life.” His admission was not as joyous as Alex had hoped that it would be for he could hear a but lingering in the air. Eve stood there listening to what they were saying. Not all of it made sense to her, but she understood enough to understand the basics. “But how will that work if you are death?”
The question did more than hang in the air, it surrounded them and suffocated Alex as he thought beyond his heart and realised that his father was right. “You are right, it won’t work. I hadn’t thought that far.” His shoulders slumped as he resigned at the thought that his father was right once again. For once it would be nice to be right. The satisfaction that he was right about Eve was overshadowed now by his feelings for her and the pain that he knew that he would eventually cause her.
“Then my son you have a choice to make.”
“Wait, don’t I get any say here?” Eve’s voice reverberated around the room. No one had paid her any attention since she had walked into the room. It was time to make her voice heard. Staying quiet was no longer an option and she knew that she had to fight for what she wanted. She was no longer intimidated by the man before her.
“You have something that you want to add?” Alex’s father acknowledged her presence for the first time. He openly regarded her with a tone that invited her insight instead of distaste.
“Yes I do.” She looked around the room, starting with his father and moving towards each of the brothers in turn. “He loves me. I didn’t know that before today, but I know it now. I don’t know what exactly I feel right now, but I know that I trust Alex more than I thought that I could ever trust anyone, especially in such a short amount of time. I want the chance to work out how I feel. I want the chance to explore what might be between us.” Pausing she took a deep breath and continued. “This last week for me has been tumultuous to say the least and I want an opportunity to see how I feel when everything settles down again, when I don’t have people trying to kill me and when I don’t have to worry about anything but myself and what I want in my life.” She looked into Alex’s father’s eyes and hoped that he understood what that meant to her. “Why can’t we be together?”
“There is no precedence for it.”
“Until a few days ago you didn’t even believe that I my talents existed. Heck I didn’t even know.”
“And now I know what you are, I need to protect my family, my sons.”
“I am willing to have rules set in place.” Eve spoke quickly in an attempt to appease him. She hated having to plead, but it was not beneath her to try. Part of her already knew what her feelings would be when the dust settled.
“Rules? What kind of rules?” One of the brothers spoke up for the first time. He stepped forward and she had no idea which one it was. This one in the last meeting had stayed quiet the whole time.
“I can promise not to interfere with your work provided that you stop trying to kill me. Hell I won’t even bother if you want to come and visit Alex. It would also be nice if you maybe cut Alex’s workload a little so that we can spend time together.”
“When you say ‘your work’ do you mean all of us?” He asked in clarification.
“Yes. I can accept what you do, provided that you can accept me.”
“Do you think that it could work Alex? Are you willing to risk everything for her?” He turned his attention from Eve to Alex and stared at him trying to work out what he was hearing was the truth.
“Yes Heath I do think that it could. Like Eve, I want the option to at least try.” Alex turned to his father “If it doesn’t work we can try something else. I want the chance.”
His father turned to his brothers and they huddled in tight conversation leaving Alex and Eve wondering what was going to happen. Their fate was being left to the men before her, men she didn’t even know, and Eve didn’t know if that was going to work for or against them. Alex gripped her hand and gave it a squeeze. It reassured her slightly that he was still there beside her. When they turned back to look at them all the faces were passive and showed nothing of what their decision was. A few beats of silence filled the room before Alex’s father spoke, directing his comments to Alex.
“Alright, you can have your chance. Eve is not to interfere in your work and I will ease you back into your job in a few weeks. Take a break and work out if this is really what you want.” He disappeared from view right before. It was the end of discussion and his brothers moved forward towards them. They stopped a few paces from where Alex and Eve stood.
“Eve I would like you to meet my brother’s.” He motioned to each of them individually, “This is Heath, Eric, Levi and Jordon and you have already met Mitchell.”
“It’s nice to finally meet you. I am sure that I will be seeing more of you in the future.” She smiled for the first time in a while and she meant it.


The end..... for now

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